I am not part of this world

I work at the hospital. And I will follow the rules. And I will paint what they tell me to. But I am not one of you and not a part of society that I came to hate just as it turned it's hatred on me with vengence and scorn from the time I was old enough to go to the outhouse by myself.

I came in from the woods cuz I needed insurance. Not cuz I want to be a part of this world and these people and having furniture and and material things and BATHING and such and buying and eatin processed meat filled with chemicals that came from animals fed food with chemicals on farms that aint farms at all but factories of death.

I need insurance cuz my wife needs that operation. She's a she and she's and I always known she was a she but in this fucked up world and probably because of the chemicals from communist china she wasn't born with the body parts of a woman but with those of a man and now the operation will cost alot of money but her clothes will fit much better and I think that it will make her feel complete and then no one can call me gay cuz I aint, that's against nature I say and I don't go against nature and the eternal order of the universe. Oh I know better than that. I told her I love her no matter what and she will always be a woman to me no matter whether she has a penis or not and that even now sheep aint got nothin on the lovin that we make.

For so long I lived in the cabin alone and thought another living thing would never befriend me long enough to get to know me before I skinned it and killed it and ate it so I am grateful to the world for giving her to me and when I find her, 7 years ago, stuck in that bear trap I'd set screaming in pain I knew right there she was the love I'd been waiting for even though she was a rather heavyset man I knew that that don't have to stay that way. In the early years sometimes she didn't want to go along and go with her true fate of being a woman but in time she learned that it would be easier that way and now I don't even have to chain her at night I know she love me so true that she won't be running away or trying to be a man again. I know true love and I know what nature intended and i'm gonna make sure the prophecy is fulfilled and when i get some insurance I'll soon be able to pay to have me a real woman.